Monday, May 15, 2000

A Quick Catch Up

Well, what can I say? Let's see. Friday I skipped school because I missed the bus. I did that on purpose, though. See, I knew that the car had already been shipped to San Antonio and I really didn't feel like going to school. So what I did, I turned off my alarm and overslept. Mamita was going to see if she could call someone to drop me off at school but there was no one who could possibly pick me up. So what I did was just sleep some more. Anthony A. and Sasha ended up coming over after school to see what was up. Tomorrow I have to apologize to Mrs. Harrison that I wasn't there Friday. You see, Friday was the premier of our "Say What Karaoke" and I was supposed to be the Emcee, but didn't go to school. Anyway, on Saturday, Corina took us to Waikiki beach and I chilled over at the Hale Koa pool. It was open for Hale Koa visitors and military. But anyway, I was over there at a birthday party, too. Today, Mother's Day, Nestor took Mamita out to eat at Bravo's and afterwards we went to the BX and bought Mamita some shoes. We then left to go to Oscar's house after that. I chilled with the kids because Oscar and his wife were gone and Nestor and Mamita had gone out to buy Michael and Danielle some new pairs of shoes. Well, that's pretty much it. Nothing much new. I have to go to school tomorrow so that's a bummer. I'll write something else later. Oh, and I read this really cool book titled Where The Heart Is. It's going to come out as a motion picture later on in June. The book, though, was written in 1995, and let me say one thing: That's one hell of a book! Well, I better be going or Mamita will kill me if I miss the bus again.

Monday, May 08, 2000

I'm Bad!

Guess what! I'm bad! I took some smokes today from Heather. OK, I know I shouldn't have, but it's been a while since I've done it. I mean the last time I did was like in fourth grade when I stole 2 of Mamita's cigarettes. And that was 2 and a half YEARS ago! I was in a very stressed out moment. But oh, well. Man, I can't wait for next time, though. I really hope Heather and me can just chill with some beer and smokes. But that's pretty much the deal. I went to the flea market today. I bought the bracelet that Desma owed me and two more. I also got this one silver ring that says Kuuipo, which means Sweetheart in Hawaiian. I'll show it to Humberto some time. But then Mamita got me another ring, which is in gold and says Vombi, and a silver bracelet that says Yvonne. I will get those two the week after Mother's Day. But, I must get going. I know this is really short but there ain't much to talk about. I did do part of my math homework, but not all. I couldn't find a damn calculator! Well, I better bounce, I have acid indigestion so I like have heart burn now...I still can't believe Mamita didn't notice I was smoking! Well, Angela did drench me in a peaches body spray. Heather ended up getting some in her Mug. Well, let's just put it this way...I had a LOT of fun today!

Sunday, May 07, 2000

Life in General...

I know I haven't done an entry for a long time, but oh, well. I'm PROBABLY going to be doing these every Saturday to save time. Anyway, I broke up with CJ like Wednesday. Nothing was really going on and he wasn't really used to having a girlfriend so we both decided to just break it off. Well, the banquet is coming up soon and I don't know with whom I'm going to dance with, probably just with Brandie. That's what we usually do. We slow dance together like two idiotic dorks. If not, I'll ask CJ if he wants to dance. I mean, we still ARE friends, you know. Well, this will probably be my shortest entry because nothing new has happened. Angela's not going to be here for the banquet, and neither is Lizzie. Sarah's mom said she couldn't go. So it's only going to be Leah, Brandie, Sherena and me chilling at the table. It's going to be so lonesome without the rest of the crew. Well, you know us crack-heads will always be the life of the party. A lot of others are going to be there. Unfortunately Anthony H., ex-boyfriend #1 from this school year, is going to be there. I'll probably be yelling at him throughout the whole dance. (Big whoop.) Well, I have to wake up early tomorrow morning because my mother insists on going to the flea market. I insist on going to the PX or the library, by MYSELF. I don't mind going with my mother it's just that we live in different worlds... Well, I must be going now and you know how Mamita is if I don't get up in the morning. She always got to be bitching about something. And I really don't want to go. But any, I can always replace that one bracelet Desma decided to borrow and keep. At least she paid the one-dollar to buy a new one. I should have said it was three. But who cares, just as long as I get my bracelet. Which reminds me, Amanda still owes me my blue one, and Nestor S. owes me a dollar for losing my clear one. I'll get them soon at church someday. I just hope it's sooner than later.

Thursday, April 27, 2000

Another Night

Well, everyone won't leave me alone about the whole "Justin" thing. Oh, well! Anyway, today, Mike B., Chris M, CJ, and I helped out Mr. Lee with the car project that he's been working on with the elementary school. So since we took up all our free time, except for brunch because we had to eat, Mr. Lee's buying us Lunch tomorrow. Isn't that cool? I mean, that teacher's the BOMB! Not a lot of teachers are that cool. He understands kids more than most adults, so that's pretty neat.

Well, CJ and I are still taking it extremely slow. I mean, I don't want to complain so I'll just let him go at his own pace...know what I mean? But, I just wish he could go a little bit faster. I'm saying he's going way too slow! There's another upcoming talent show. I'm going to be in it, like usual. I also can't wait for the banquet. That's going to be so cool! I'm probably gonna end up dancing in one of the cages. (Yeah, right!) I'm not THAT wild and crazy. I AM wild and crazy, though. Well, I can't sleep and I'm extremely bored. I guess I SHOULD be headed to bed but I took a nap by accident so I can't sleep. I didn't mean to fall asleep. I was just gonna lay down and listen to some of my jams, but two songs later, I realized I had fallen asleep. So I just took off my headphones and fell back asleep. Well, I should go to sleep NOW.

Tuesday, April 25, 2000

No Real Title

Well, today was a very hot and boring day. I had to mow the lawn. (Yippee.) But I just wrote an e-mail to Humberto telling him that I'm not a big hoe. OK, at times I can be a hoochie, or a hoe, but I'm not the next future prostitute of America! So I just wrote him and sent him a pic. He wanted a recent picture so I gave him one. Which reminds me. He still hasn't sent me one of his! I'm going to kill that little twerp. But anyway, Danny and I talked on AOL for about an hour and then she went to sleep. I stayed on for a few minutes. I was on AOL for almost 2 hours! I had spent 100 minutes online. Luckily its unlimited access. So I can always get online for as long as I want with no extra pay. It stays 19.95 every month, and you can stay online for 3 days without paying a penny more! But there isn't much to talk about. I mean, today was a bore. Tomorrow I have school, so I get to see the whole crew. But anyway, I better get going to sleep. I have to get my stuff ready for school...I forgot to do the rest of my Math (again)!

Talk About a Boring Day

I am so extremely bored today. I was online doing stuff, but I was barely on because there really wasn't anything to do. For another thing, I barely did anything in school today, too. Homeroom was a bore. First period we just sang, like always, 2nd period we did our weights again, 3rd we watched a Benedict Arnold movie, 4th period we had a quiz on our design and had a free period. That one was good. Fifth period we did our Journals, read, and worked on our mini-packets, and 6th period we graded our homework, which I didn't do, and got our tests back. I got a 90% on my test. I should be so proud. (I got an A on my test!)

Well, Brandie and Lizzie started bothering Justin. You know how Angie had told him that I liked him, well, they found out, by me, and started mocking him. Justin was passing by with his crew, Thomas, Dumbo, Paul...and Brandie started saying, 'You know you like her!' And Lizzie was like, 'Yeah, you know you do!' He just ignored them, but he's ears got so RED!! His friends were like, 'What are they talking about?' He was like, 'Oh, nothing, it's nothing...' Brandie and Lizzie told me this and I just started laughing. But what if it is true? What if he does like me also? What if he does, but he just doesn't want to admit it? Awe, and anyway, if he did, it's too late to have a chance with him. One, because I'm moving in June, and Two, because I now go out with CJ. But oh, well. I'm still bored, though.

I have no school tomorrow, so that's a plus. My minus is that I'm still bored. I have to stay active so I won't like totally fall asleep from boredom. Britney Spears is over here in Oahu. She had her concert earlier this evening. Brandie got to go. Nestor was going to take me, also, but he knew the place was going to be way too jammed packed. So we didn't get to go. I'll just ask Brandie how the concert was, tomorrow. By the way, the concert was FREE--since FOX or something was sponsoring it! Well, not much time, and I really am bored. I'm probably going to get online again.

Monday, April 24, 2000

Easter y2k

Well, Happy Easter! I didn't go to church today. Mamita woke up EXTREMELY late this morning. Well, actually this afternoon. I was the only one up on time. I, on a weekend, was actually up before everyone else. Now that's something you don't see every day. Unfortunately, since I didn't go to church, I couldn't do nursery. So that really sucked. But the whole day was pretty OK. Boring, but OK. I talked to John and Katie today on AOL, and e-mailed Ryan, whom I haven't heard from in a while. I was e-mailing Anna, but AOL kicked me off. Somehow the connection was lost. Somebody must have tried to call. Nothing new has happened, though. I got to watch Mary Poppins, Gremlins, and a few cartoons. I played the N64 for a while and listened to some music, but other than that, the day was pretty normal. Boring as usual. I can't wait for tomorrow, though. Monday we do have school, but we have Tuesday off. That's rather retarded, though. I mean, having a day off in the middle of the week better than near the ends. Like Monday or Friday would have been nice. I have everything ready for school; I just have one problem... I didn't do my Math usual. I like Math and all, but working out of the same book I did last year is a little boring, you know? But anyway, I really want to see CJ--of course I want to see my boyfriend. I'm still a little bit sad that Andrew and I broke up, but it was for the best. I mean, now he has Erica and I have CJ, so it really wouldn't matter. Angela ended up telling Justin I liked him. Even though she told him Friday, I'm still in the whirl of it all. I forgot that Angela does any dare you dare her to do. Just as long as that dare is legal or she won't get in trouble by doing it. Justin was red in the face and didn't come out of his house for the rest of the day, probably because I was over. But oh, well. Life goes on, as I always say. Well, I better get to sleep if I want to get up early enough in the morning to catch the bus on time and not skip breakfast!

Saturday, April 22, 2000

Normal Day

Well, today's been a normal day. It's been a while since I last wrote, so bear with me. Well, we still don't know where we are headed. I mean, I know Mamita said that we are going to move to Texas, but we're still not sure. I mean, since Daddy's death, we really don't know what's going on. Well, me anyway. We still don't know why Daddy did it. I mean, the last person he talked to was Pablo, and nobody knows what they talked about except Daddy and Pablo himself. I, for one, really want to know. I know the rest of us want to know, too. I mean, I know it wasn't the whole case. He had a lot of other problems going to him, and it wasn't just the sexual abuse case. Even though, me opening my big mouth made it worse. I should have never said anything, but I had carried it for two years, but still. I should have kept quiet. Daddy had enough problems as it was...but now it's too late. He took the stupid decision of committing suicide. Well, I just hope he's at peace, because I know I sure ain't watching Mamita trying to figure out what to do next. And I don't even know what to do! Well, tomorrow is Easter Sunday, so I better be getting off to bed. I have nursery duty. I just hope things do get better, eventually.

Thursday, January 20, 2000


Guess what! I now go out with Andrew! I hope we last longer than Anthony and I did. (1 month and 2 weeks) A day after we broke up, he started going out with Rachel. They lasted until Monday. Talk about a short live relationship! :)

Tuesday, January 11, 2000


Sorry I haven't written in a while. I've been kinda busy lately. Well, I finally got to talk to Humberto yesterday. He sounds really grown!

Well, anyway, I broke up with Anthony today. I had my reasons. For one thing, he was cheating one. For another thing, I kinda got bored with him, know what I mean? Well, anyway, I still have a crush on CJ and one on JUSTIN!! :-0 I also have a crush on one of Thomas's friends. I don't know his name. I think it's like Tyron or Peter or something around there. All I know is that I think he's cute.

Jenny's gonna try and talk to CJ. I mean, she don't even know what's going on between them. Well, I'm really tired and I really don't have much to say.