Tuesday, May 29, 2007

We are in the house. Been here since Saturday. There is no cable, no internet, and right now, no furniture. I am bored out of my mind. LOL. Hope to be settled in the next few days. I turn 21 this Saturday and we may get a puppy for Lily. I'll cath up with all of you later; feel free to give me a call or send me a TXT. Lily has been a brat since we started moving and has not stopped. I am in the library with her just so she can do something to keep her occupied and me stay in one peice. She can't sleep alone; she's still scared of her new room. I think that's it.

Thursday, May 24, 2007

The closing date on the house has been hop-skip-and-jumping about. It's being finalized tomorrow and we must be out of this apartment by the end of this month. I'm really excited.

School is done this quarter. I'm quite sure I failed. I don't want to go anymore. I'm too tired, and too sick, and I just don't care enough to continue right now.

I have felt so apathetic lately. I'm blaming it on hormones. But I'm either in a melancholy state or apathetic. It really bites. I'm never in a real good mood or happy unless I force it. I hate feeling this way. I keep pushing J away and the baby feels ignored when she wants to play. I do try and overcome it, it's just very difficult.

I want this pregnancy to hurry up and get to the part where I'm feeling better.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

We move into our new house in just a couple of days. Truthfully, I'm freaking out. Not in a bad way, obviously, but the fact that we have our own house...it's a lot to take in.

I know J has tons of plans for all the space we have. I'm going to wait a while before I think of things we can do with it. I know I want to paint the walls, and one thing that is something I know we agreed on was finishing the basement and making it into an adult play room - pool table, dart board, that sort of thing.

I'm just very excited. I hope everyone had a lovely Mother's Day.