Monday, August 15, 2016


So J asked me to move back in with him. I was so in shock that instead of answering his question, I asked him if he was high. Seriously.

I don't know what to think right now. I agreed, and he's offering to help me with my goals, both in my physical and mental health, and career wise. I just, I don't know. I find it weird. We want what's best for the children. We want some semblance of a normal family. Right now everything is just a mess. Hopefully, together, we can figure something out that will work.

*shrug* I have no idea what I'm doing. *sigh*

Tuesday, August 09, 2016

Quick update

My medications have been adjusted again. I'm having a hard time separating reality from the fantasy and horror my mind creates. Sleep is usually restless. The kleptomania is getting worse. It seems I can't walk into the store without shoving a handful of random things in my bag. I still shop and pay, but stealing is getting harder not to do.

I graduated from beauty school a few weeks ago, even though my official last day is this Friday.  I'm going to miss a lot of the people that I met over this past year. I'm ready for a break, though.