Wednesday, July 11, 2001
Chris called me today around 3:30 pm. He got the e-mail and he sounded really upset. I was bawling on that phone and crying my eyes out. I could hear his hurt and dissappiontment in his voice...he's gonna dump me, I know it... :( Well, I'm going to go to bed, I just got home from church. Cris apologized, I didn't even care or even listen. I never wanted it to end this way! AH! I'm so upset!