o4: Blog Challenge: What Are You Afraid Of?

While my mental illness can be a terror at times, the thing I fear the most is losing my kids, permanently. I lost custody over my children after I divorced and CPS deemed me unsafe after my mental breakdown. I always fear that my medication will stop working and I'll severely relapse and that I would never be allowed to be near my kids ever again. It's the only thing that reminds me to take my medication every day; the one thing that keeps me going to my psychiatric appointments.